treat people the same way u want to be treated
meaning dont be evil. haha.
*just some random idiom which created by me n inspired by abg ijok a k a my bf.hehe
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
orang cantik,pastu pandai
just to let u know,i sometimes have jealousy towards girl who has brain as well as prettiness.i mean,how could she get both.even my bf got irratated when i oways complaint bout a girl who is beautiful and smart.hehe.
however,i dont reach point till i wana hate girls who have both characteristics.i mean its not their fault rite for having both.hehe.for me,those kinda girls are the inspiration for me to look beautiful n be smart as well.just so u know,when i was a kid ,i am far from being a smart person,coz i oways failed in certain subjects.n it started since i was in standard four.imagine how worry my mom cud be in those days.haha.but now i cant say that i am a smart girl,its just imma girl who cud take care of herself. :) .such relief.haha.
in short,don be jealous with those girl.take them positively.i mean let them inspired u to be a better person.its quite normal for a girl to get envy with pretty n intelligence girl.k,itu sahaja.just wana let out my thoughts.
however,i dont reach point till i wana hate girls who have both characteristics.i mean its not their fault rite for having both.hehe.for me,those kinda girls are the inspiration for me to look beautiful n be smart as well.just so u know,when i was a kid ,i am far from being a smart person,coz i oways failed in certain subjects.n it started since i was in standard four.imagine how worry my mom cud be in those days.haha.but now i cant say that i am a smart girl,its just imma girl who cud take care of herself. :) .such relief.haha.
in short,don be jealous with those girl.take them positively.i mean let them inspired u to be a better person.its quite normal for a girl to get envy with pretty n intelligence girl.k,itu sahaja.just wana let out my thoughts.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Friday, June 17, 2011
dress lawa :)
Thursday, June 9, 2011
y intern too long mehhh.
hari ini mcm rasa sedih laa.hish.benci btol.i need to always remind myself to stay happy n positive.i hate my newself.i hate it!i feel like nowadays im jst too sensitive.thats suck rite.i know.actually,this morning,suddenly my mom brought a story bout me hating my intern.coz i was so damn bored here in the office.ive had work.butttt,my works are all done already.not to berlagak but sometimes i feel like when u r rite here in the Texas,ppl actualy dont bother about interns.they just do their work without having any concern on intern.mite as well Texas tak pyh ade intern kan?huh.i dont know la.
but the thing that made me sad today is i actually raise my voice towards my parents just bcoz i wana to show how angry i am coz they didnt listen to me when i was asking them opinion bout this internship.dis morning, my mom said that i actually neva mention bout me wanted to learn sewing during two months period.meaning,i do the internship 3 month,n another 2 months left i want to actully enter sewing class.all those thing happened during breakfst.on my way to office,i actually cried coz i felt so awful raising up voice towards my parents.hish.benci lah.i dont know la.
sometimes i think i have to cope with so many things in a blink of an eye.meaning changes happen to me in short amount of time.i hate it!the things that i need to cope with are buying zaki his new bb since i lost his ipod (*actually i jst wanted to buy him ipod touch since i lost his ipod,but he refused.he still wanted bb.n it actually bothers me.sigh),need to cope with relationship (*rite now i just dono what zaki wants,i jst dono.i just wana back off from this relationship since i think he oso doesnt commit to it.idk la.he came to ampang to meet me,but we didnt have the istiqamah bonding nowadays.when he feels like wana text,he text,but when he feels dont,he doesnt.like that la),to cope with being nice to ppl in Texas when i actually dont want to,to cope with home(when i got bck home,i need to cook just bcoz my mom sometimes lazy to cook.so it kinda pissed me off,but what to do.u gotta do what u have to rite.).
Those are the things that i need to cope with.ntahla,i hate internship.i think its just a waste of time.i rather stdy than doin internship.i just wanna get out from circle of problems that i actually have to think the solution of it.k la.i think thats about it.so myra,stay positive n stay happy.u can go thru this!love urself before u love others.u can do it! come on!
but the thing that made me sad today is i actually raise my voice towards my parents just bcoz i wana to show how angry i am coz they didnt listen to me when i was asking them opinion bout this internship.dis morning, my mom said that i actually neva mention bout me wanted to learn sewing during two months period.meaning,i do the internship 3 month,n another 2 months left i want to actully enter sewing class.all those thing happened during breakfst.on my way to office,i actually cried coz i felt so awful raising up voice towards my parents.hish.benci lah.i dont know la.
sometimes i think i have to cope with so many things in a blink of an eye.meaning changes happen to me in short amount of time.i hate it!the things that i need to cope with are buying zaki his new bb since i lost his ipod (*actually i jst wanted to buy him ipod touch since i lost his ipod,but he refused.he still wanted bb.n it actually bothers me.sigh),need to cope with relationship (*rite now i just dono what zaki wants,i jst dono.i just wana back off from this relationship since i think he oso doesnt commit to it.idk la.he came to ampang to meet me,but we didnt have the istiqamah bonding nowadays.when he feels like wana text,he text,but when he feels dont,he doesnt.like that la),to cope with being nice to ppl in Texas when i actually dont want to,to cope with home(when i got bck home,i need to cook just bcoz my mom sometimes lazy to cook.so it kinda pissed me off,but what to do.u gotta do what u have to rite.).
Those are the things that i need to cope with.ntahla,i hate internship.i think its just a waste of time.i rather stdy than doin internship.i just wanna get out from circle of problems that i actually have to think the solution of it.k la.i think thats about it.so myra,stay positive n stay happy.u can go thru this!love urself before u love others.u can do it! come on!
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
nak post gak!
Monday, May 30, 2011
MOHD RASYDAN ZAKI :)
As much as i hate when zaki texting me less nowadays,i oso feel happy.i mean not that he doesnt love me rite.Its is just time for us to have our own life despite we are in relationship.At first i felt like i cant accept.However as time goes by,i think i can slowly adapt with it.hehe.Now that zaki a k a my bf has more friends,it made me happy already.Now also,he likes to give 100% focus on his study.Not for his future,but for my future as well ritee.hehe.
Last time i was having big fight with my bf due to him wana have his own space.Mybe he felt drowning coz he needed to text me like all the time.At that time,i felt really depressed coz i dont know who else am gonna text if he wanted his own space.am also afraid that i will care less for him after this.However,i was wrong.its true when ppl said,when u love someone u willing to do anything to him/her.Hehe.thats how i feel towards zaki.i love him.he teached me to stand on ur own nowadays since i am one year to go before im going to a new phase of life which is working life. :) .
I read one of my bestfriend blog which is zatul.First of all let me clarify to u guys.when we were in high school,she neva stick to one guy.if let say she was having relationship with this guy,there must be some other guy who flirted with her at the same time.n she even said to me that 'aku tak ske kapel ngan laki jauh2,aku kalo ley nak laki yg dekat2 je ngan aku'.n yet she is now having relationship with an army who lives hundreds miles away from her n yet she is loyal.haha.lawak kan.In short,in high school she was kinda fragile teenager who cried a lot unlike me.but now things changed,she is now the tough woman n i am not.so,we can see that love sumhow can change people kan?exquisite :) .anyway,in her blog she had stated that in relationship u need to have 3T's which are True ,Trust and Tolerate.So i am now need to be true to zaki.meaning i need to be honest with zaki all the time.n trust him if let say he wants to focus on study for exmple.lastly i need to tolerate with him.let say if he doesnt want to text,then dont text.do whatever u wanna do for exmple like sewing,play piano or surf the net. :)) .
In conclusion,i love zaki.my love towards him has increased from days to days.after this i promise i wont trouble zaki nymore by making him pay for our anniversary or whatsoeva.i mean it feels good to meet him than to let him buy me a dress,shirt,flare jeans or whatsoeva rightt.hehe.In short,i dont want to make he feels drown when he is with me.if let say he wants to leave me,its up to him.its hiss loss not mine.*positif kan?.but i hope he wont la kann. :)) .n let say if he cheated on me,its his loss too,not mine. :)) .but i hope he wont cheat.lastly,i want to tell whole wide world that i love my MANfriend very much n thnk u so much zaki for teaching me to be a matured woman.haha.*bajet matured gile skrg. : p
Last time i was having big fight with my bf due to him wana have his own space.Mybe he felt drowning coz he needed to text me like all the time.At that time,i felt really depressed coz i dont know who else am gonna text if he wanted his own space.am also afraid that i will care less for him after this.However,i was wrong.its true when ppl said,when u love someone u willing to do anything to him/her.Hehe.thats how i feel towards zaki.i love him.he teached me to stand on ur own nowadays since i am one year to go before im going to a new phase of life which is working life. :) .
I read one of my bestfriend blog which is zatul.First of all let me clarify to u guys.when we were in high school,she neva stick to one guy.if let say she was having relationship with this guy,there must be some other guy who flirted with her at the same time.n she even said to me that 'aku tak ske kapel ngan laki jauh2,aku kalo ley nak laki yg dekat2 je ngan aku'.n yet she is now having relationship with an army who lives hundreds miles away from her n yet she is loyal.haha.lawak kan.In short,in high school she was kinda fragile teenager who cried a lot unlike me.but now things changed,she is now the tough woman n i am not.so,we can see that love sumhow can change people kan?exquisite :) .anyway,in her blog she had stated that in relationship u need to have 3T's which are True ,Trust and Tolerate.So i am now need to be true to zaki.meaning i need to be honest with zaki all the time.n trust him if let say he wants to focus on study for exmple.lastly i need to tolerate with him.let say if he doesnt want to text,then dont text.do whatever u wanna do for exmple like sewing,play piano or surf the net. :)) .
In conclusion,i love zaki.my love towards him has increased from days to days.after this i promise i wont trouble zaki nymore by making him pay for our anniversary or whatsoeva.i mean it feels good to meet him than to let him buy me a dress,shirt,flare jeans or whatsoeva rightt.hehe.In short,i dont want to make he feels drown when he is with me.if let say he wants to leave me,its up to him.its hiss loss not mine.*positif kan?.but i hope he wont la kann. :)) .n let say if he cheated on me,its his loss too,not mine. :)) .but i hope he wont cheat.lastly,i want to tell whole wide world that i love my MANfriend very much n thnk u so much zaki for teaching me to be a matured woman.haha.*bajet matured gile skrg. : p
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)