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hehe. hi semua orang.

r u guys alritee.no? yes? like i care. whatever it is i hope u guys in a pink of health.okey,stop with essay zaman form 5. heee. today's post i wud like to tell y'all that i lied bout finding job,doing resume as soon as i can.i was chilling,doing nothing, and emo 24 jam without knowing what it was all about.i did finish up my resume.but somehow, i didnt know y i wont continue doing the cover letter next.lazy much?yes indeed.arghh.n the fact that i hate seeing others getting interviews,jobs they wanted,i am still doing nothing to get a job.myraaa,nape mu maleh sgt nieee.mybe i feel a little bit hopeless,restless,less less less. haha.i dont know when im gonna start writing the cover letter.plss someone do my cover letter plss.i have no motivation and inspiration at all to start finding a job.uwaaa.

btw,did i tell u guys that my english suckk!suck like sucker.suck like babun.suck like i dont know why i even write in english for every post i posted.look!i just used post word several times.vocabulary suck much?!haha.whateber.i kononnye promised myself to do one essay per day just to improve my english and also to improve my vocab.haram jadah! tak buat langsung.nak nangis la cani.asal malas cam hanjeng nie! shoot la!i think the reason why i didnt write essay per day because i have no place to write.i dont hv study desk,so where the hell am goin to write an essay.where!of course i need to go downstair and do it in living room.uwaaa.n nak turun tersgtlah aku malas.whatever la! am gonna try okeh!tgk emo!like i said,emo,xphm kann.whateber next

sewinggggg!u know i went for sewing class for the purpose that i will someday make my own blouse kan.haram!x buat pon.all i did was altering the bundle clothes i bought.malas much!yes i know.still the problem here is NO MOTIVATION.come on,someone motivates me!

whateber,this perenggan will be a positive perenggan.i did my baju raya already.heee.im so happy.i made dress.n it will prolly cost around rm400.thank u mother for spending ur money on me. :) .sometimes,the thing that makes me continue helping my mother is her money.not that im materialistic.its just again,i need something to motivate me so that i could help my mother without feeling like im being forced to do it.reality much?! hehe

dh la,pjg sgt toodles.

final result

hehe. hey there. long time no see.

baru ada mood nak update lorr. lama kan x jumpa. yes i know. i didnt know what ive been doing. now i wana update bout my recent result i obtained. im quite disappointed with my result.rs mcm xnak share langsung dgn org lain. but it wasn't that horrible. its just that i want my result to at least bertambah baik. not that my result bertambah terok. its just static. mcm tu je. so kinda irritating. but then again, who should we blame if is not me.im the one who controlled the result. but God Maha Besar. He knows everything and whats best for me.Since this is my final result, that is why its kinda sad to not having bombastic result. i can say that my result is just a norm one. everyone can have that kind of result. u realized that i used result word frequently in this post. HAHA. i dont care. after all this is my blog.But then again i should be grateful.i cannot complaint.org lain nak lepas pon susah.ko dah abis byk cite lak.tumbuk kang!HAHA.

now i need to focus on finding job.I kinda want my dad to help me in this task.By applying online, i kinda doubt i could get an interview, kerja jangan cakaplah, interview pon x dpt.duhh.my father once asked me,'baby ni nak kerja apa sebenarnye?what u actually want?' then i replied 'baby nak communication,i wana work at company like VADS or Fibercomm or anything that is related to communication side.'.then my papa said 'then apply TM,TM provides work in communication area.Maybe paktam could help u in this'.Rasa mcm nak apply TM.But i havent started altering the resume yet.HAHA.i hate procastinastion n yet im doin it.HAHA.whatever.

So MAIRA.tolong buat resume tu.Your CGPA doest represent u as lazy, non-productive worker.CGPA is just CGPA.plus u did 2 things, and u need to juggle between 2 life which were rowing and studies.at least u have completed ur degree, u shud be proud of it.haha. ayat sedapkan hati.whatever it is, i feel better now.its not the end of the world right.its just the beginning of life.u can do it MAIRA.u just need to focus.Thats all.I know i can do it.Believe in urself :)

p/s:and i would like to focus on menjahit as well. need to improve my skill on sewing. :p

merepek kerepek

am i having pms or other ppl are having pms too. im confused. pls dont do this to me.am i that evil or my sarcasms really that bad.i mean, i wont being sarcastic to u if u once in a while have some confidence.i miss my bf.i wanna talk to him bout lots of stuff.i really do.n this post not for bf.its just some random post.

toodles

POSITIF

POSITIF.what is positive? what ? what?

positif is anything relates to good things. except for HIV la. if u go for medical check up, n end up by having positif.thats bad. okey. lame joke.zzz. btw, i just wonder,have y'all being positif too much till u reach the point where u want to scream all nite long coz u feel like u've been burden  by thinking positively or in other word having high hopes.ke tak?so im the only one la nie.ok x kesah.dont u think if u too positive ,u end up hoping too much.i dont know.

ive been reading lots of blogs nowadays.most of the blogs i read,all have good family background.some not that wealthy but but they kinda mampu to buy basic living things.some too wealthy till can be schooling in private sector.so the point is i envy to these ppl coz from wht i saw,their life somehow went smoothly je.like there were no downside part.but i have no idea wht they went thru kan.so be positif je lah.n jgn ade high hope.chill aje.if u feeling down,talk to someone.

ape aku merepek nie. dh la. toodles.

SNSD

last night,i went to snsd's showcase.Petronas invited them to perform.Eventho i only seen them from big screen,but the excitement of waiting them to show up was just the same.HAHAHA.i tot i wasnt excited bout snsd coming to malaysia.boy! i was wrong,i was super excited.HAHAH.boleh tak?but i wasnt that excited till the point i want to buy the fanzone ticket,its just too much if i did that.plus i have no money.Unless beyonce is coming,im willing to borrow from my mom.hehe.

Like i said,i only seen them from screen.i cant see them in real life.pity me.since i didnt sacrifice my money to sit a little bit front from where i stood.its okey,but lots of people actually didnt have the opportunity to stand up in the fanzone,nevertheless they enjoy the show.i love when snsd's fans together sung with them,it was funn.Fyi,snsd not only has lots of female fan,the male fans on that day also were enjoying the show as well.i was quite amazed by amount of guys coming to that showcase for the sake of snsd.

i just wanna share with u guys my experienced when the show happened.There was one chinese guy,i think bout 30 ish year old,he really enjoyed the show till when the run devil run came out,he actually wanted to run just to imitate the snsd.hahah.funny.n the way he shook his head,like chicken already.head moved back n front all the way.n he remembered each words from snsd's song.fanatic tak hengat ponye! haha

oklah malas nk tulis pjg2.bye!

what is degree anyway?

have u ever wonder degree is not a process for u to go to another level of education .It a process for u to know more about yourself and how to handle people surround u.kann? or u dont agree with me.well,that is my opinion.so sukahati saya lah kan.hee.no lah,i started to think this way,since i kinda have lots of drama during my 1st,2nd and 3rd (this is my worst uni year) university, so mostly i have no problem with my studies.the problem when i make friends.i just realized in this world, not all people will be nice to u.sometimes they love to stab on ur back.i once experienced this on my 3rd year.u dont need to know that person la.it sometimes saddened me n it sometimes bring out the grudge out of me.but after a while,i manage to handle it n i easily forget that moment from time to time.syukur :) . now i lead a happy life with my new friend,not that new la,but somehow i slowly become closer to her coincidentally and without me being conscious bout it.hehe.so,here are some words i took from hanafedora blog,i love the way she describe what is degree all about,below is what she wrote *eh tiba2 ke cerita lain.haha

'I've done mine for 2 years now and I found that it's not just a degree that you're going for. It is more than that. It's a discipline camp. Learning to find your own motivations and managing your own time and life to achieved something. This, in a long run will benefits you in your own life and career. Because no one will tell you what to do and what work to execute. No timetable, no job description and moreover nobody have done the work that you wanted to do in the first place. Just deadlines, supervisor and something that you believe in that can bring a good the world.'


it makes sense righttttttttttt.


so thats about it.toodles

final year project n tests.

stress !

this thursday ill have two tests which are rf and pci.i cudnt understand ladder diagram in pci subject.ive asked nana to teach but she seems having lots of tests dis week plus tomorow is her control test,so ill have to tolerate with that.arghh.so,who is going to teach me ladder diagram.On subject rf,also i have some questions to be pondering on.there were here n there confusing part i couldnt find the solution of it.im stressed out.hehe.lagi pulak,this friday my supervisor wanted me to do slides on progress i have done on my fyp project.the thing is,i have no progress at all.its sickening to do things u cannot understand.the fact that u have read about it n whtnot,still u cant capture what it was all about.pity me :( .okey thats about it.toodles