Saturday, August 25, 2012

small achievement today!

yeayy! iim so proud of myself. n u wanna know y? its because i managed to change my room's fluorescent light. Haha. At first it was quite vertigo. Im not a person who's afraid of height. However, with the non-balance ladder i used, it made the fear of height escalating. But after awhile, i got used to it and easily i changed the fluorescent light. Regardless anyone's guidance. HUH!

Thursday, August 23, 2012

LIVE YOUR LIFE!

hehe. nak post lagi.

i wanna let out my thought bout me.the girl who looks spoilt,but she's not.betol ke tak spoilt.i dunno.u judge.hahaha.if u wana know,since i was small,imma bit stupid or u can say imma slow learner.But right after i can recite Qoran at the age of 8.My life has become smooth all the way to my recent age.I cant read at until i was 8 years old.How stupid was i.haha.i made my parents worried.i tot when i can read,i cud excel in studies.nado.camtu jugak.slow learner.haha.did i tell u i love sleeping in class.this habits didnt stop until  university period.HAHA.

At the age of 10,i failed on science subject.HAHA.imagine,this future engineer of me failed on science when i was in standard 4.hahaha.Because of that,i was placed in kelas terbawah when i was standard 5.The latter,when i was standard 6,i was placed in kinda average class which was class 6 Cemerlang.I was not a favourite student.I remembered once my teacher scolded me because i asked stupid questions.But then again,that teacher didnt hv to yell at me.I was just standard 6,i wanted attention too.I hate malaysian teacher,i think they wanna become teacher so that they can live comfortably and do minimal work.However,not all teachers are like that.Some teachers have real dedication to teach their students.whatever.back to my story,i was placed in average class,when i was standard 6 i have never thought i could get A on any subjects.I dont know,i lived carefree in my primary school days.So i didnt bother to care.agagaga.then i got 3a's 2b's for my UPSR exam.lawakkk!but syukur Alhamdulillah.I mean this was like an indication for my parents that i can excel more in future.

Then,i entered high school or secondary school.I think when i was in high school,i was among the best students.cewahh.boleh blah.when i was in standard 1,i was placed in average class,but after that i leapfrog to
smart class.kih kih.but that doesnt make me wiser.It makes me loser too.haha.coz i got 4as only for my PMR exam.It was not untill SPM i achieved more A's.Not that many la.but its enuf for me to further studies in engineering field.I got the revelation to study hard when my father said 'lebih baik usaha dari gagal,then not to work hard at all and failed'.so i just study,n tawakal,let Allah decides whether i was qualified enough to get that A's or not.Sometimes to be successful in life,work hard is not enough,u need to do good deeds to other ppl,to animal to everything.inspired all,help all under some provision la.That is why we need to tawakal.My tawakal activites recently was far left behind.I need to glued my buttock to floor and recite Qoran constantly.Not to forget,SOLAT HAJAT!.adoi u ni myra,ko igt ko bagus sgt,u think u will be able to get what u want without God 's help.GRRR!

I dunno,sometimes in order to posses inspiration,i need to read lots.I mean its right when ppl said,istikharah,However God will not give the guidance if we dont do research ourselves.It means more reading n less talking.Less talking is the hardest thing i need to do.But i love to read.Not everytime la,but when i found interesting article,i would focus my eyes to that article and read until the finish line.agagagaga.In short,imma person who always need inspiration from others to continue my life.A positive inspiration.I wont let myself immerse into ocean of negative vibes.Its not cool and its not good.Its just irritating and it makes me wanna puke.BOOOOOO negativeness!hahaha.N thats y i love reading blogs.Blogger from real ppl,it doesnt matter whether that author of the blog rich,poor,average.Person who gives me lots of positive vibes,i love to read it :) .haha. n thats y i love to read proudduck blog.bes je.but its not healthy sgt pon.at least it has opened my eyes towards that group of ppl.when i read it,i felt humble and wana do something with my life.After all,i need to live.love.happy.ape aku merepek nie! hahaha.dh la thats about it.

toodles

KERJA!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA people!

i was kinda moody during raya days at kampung.I dunno why,i guess i can blame on period pain.Agagaga.Actually,days before ive had my period,im not in a good mood.Blame on the growing up phase.Its because on 3rd September,ill start working at Digistar,located near to Ampang Point Shopping Mall.HAHAHA.bes tak.tmpt keje dekat gile dgn rumah.Lucky me to live in Ampang the developed city.hehe.

itu jelah. not in the mood to write.sbb xde gambar.i wana post lots of pictures.but i have no card reader.All card readers i own can function.Donno y.noob IT me.nama je engineer,tp noob IT.hahah!

Monday, July 23, 2012

rambut

i did tell right i am about to be interviewed this wednesday. I am a bit perplexed now on what kind of hairstyle i should do. hellp me. okey, i think i would like to do only ponytail hairstyle because it is easy, not wasting time and i spend my whole life perfecting only this kind of hairstyle. boo-hoo. But the again i was thinking bun hairstyle. however, in order to do 'bun', i must tie my hair really tight to get a perfect 'bun'.im afraid my hair could get damaged because of the tightness i tied. hmm. i think about later

p/s: aku malas nk tgk my cousin convo. lagi mahu lari lagi datang. x phmm :( haha

interview poyo!

Did i tell you im in the midst of hunting job. i did right. huhu. i wasn't vigorously looking for a job since the transcript was issued on 13th of July.Without the transcript, its hard for me to look for a job.I did apply one or two companies, but it wasn't that many. I still can count the applications using my fingers.

So, i did get one interview from this company called Tenaga Nasional Berhad (TNB). I know, lame right. However, i was quite excited to get the opportunity. The interview is not a personal kind of interview. It is called Group Discussion Interview. The sole purpose of this interview is to observe each personality of each candidates. They want to see whether we could communicate and be able to listen to other's opinion or not.They also want to see how our personality are. Is it quirky,charming,charismatic, or just plain altruism personality.

From 11000 people who applied for this interview, only 3000 were chosen to be in this so-called group discussion interview. The latter only 48 people will be chosen to attend or join the PEP training under TNB. BTW,i forgot to tell u, this is not interview for engineering position, it is only interview for engineering trainee. Well, its not trainee as in like an intern, it is trainee or preparation to be an engineer. If i was accepted in this program, i will be trained by TNB for about one year.

At first, i was not keen to work in this company, as i thought this company only provide electricity to Malaysian citizen. Boy, i was wrong. TNB not only involved in generating power, they also involved in switchgear business, consultancies and many more. I could not remember. hehe. Most importanly, TNB also has wide and tremendous network. Its just we were always overshadowed by TNB was functioning as electricity provider.

All in all, now for the preparation for interview, i only read information on TNB's website, reading newspaper especially on business column, and relearn on MUET speaking test. haha. whatever

k la malas nak tulis panjang. toodles.





Tuesday, July 3, 2012

The Boyfriend

if u have had the desire to tolerate with him. Then, he's the one for you. Well, its my opinion. what do u think?



this is him. heeee. this is him on 2010 raya i guess. i cant remember. it was before the braces. So 2010 it is. I could not understand why im becoming such a tolerable person when im with him. I guess that's a good thing. Not everyone is perfect right. We need to accept flaws from other people so that we can be happy. weee.

Thursday, June 28, 2012

i tipu

hehe. hi semua orang.

r u guys alritee.no? yes? like i care. whatever it is i hope u guys in a pink of health.okey,stop with essay zaman form 5. heee. today's post i wud like to tell y'all that i lied bout finding job,doing resume as soon as i can.i was chilling,doing nothing, and emo 24 jam without knowing what it was all about.i did finish up my resume.but somehow, i didnt know y i wont continue doing the cover letter next.lazy much?yes indeed.arghh.n the fact that i hate seeing others getting interviews,jobs they wanted,i am still doing nothing to get a job.myraaa,nape mu maleh sgt nieee.mybe i feel a little bit hopeless,restless,less less less. haha.i dont know when im gonna start writing the cover letter.plss someone do my cover letter plss.i have no motivation and inspiration at all to start finding a job.uwaaa.

btw,did i tell u guys that my english suckk!suck like sucker.suck like babun.suck like i dont know why i even write in english for every post i posted.look!i just used post word several times.vocabulary suck much?!haha.whateber.i kononnye promised myself to do one essay per day just to improve my english and also to improve my vocab.haram jadah! tak buat langsung.nak nangis la cani.asal malas cam hanjeng nie! shoot la!i think the reason why i didnt write essay per day because i have no place to write.i dont hv study desk,so where the hell am goin to write an essay.where!of course i need to go downstair and do it in living room.uwaaa.n nak turun tersgtlah aku malas.whatever la! am gonna try okeh!tgk emo!like i said,emo,xphm kann.whateber next

sewinggggg!u know i went for sewing class for the purpose that i will someday make my own blouse kan.haram!x buat pon.all i did was altering the bundle clothes i bought.malas much!yes i know.still the problem here is NO MOTIVATION.come on,someone motivates me!

whateber,this perenggan will be a positive perenggan.i did my baju raya already.heee.im so happy.i made dress.n it will prolly cost around rm400.thank u mother for spending ur money on me. :) .sometimes,the thing that makes me continue helping my mother is her money.not that im materialistic.its just again,i need something to motivate me so that i could help my mother without feeling like im being forced to do it.reality much?! hehe

dh la,pjg sgt toodles.