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Am having headache recently. I think its cause by my lack of sleeping. Its hard for me to fall asleep at 10pm. I dont know why. I guess I want to cherish every minute of me waking up. Do u get what I mean. No eh. Who cares. I also think my headache cause by pre-menstruation too. Pity me. Hopefully I recover fast so that I could have productive day at office. Go away headache.

New apps for blogger like me

Haha. Am no famous blogger.But im so excited to know that this apps is actually exist.Call me noob or whatever, im still excited.haha.The fact that I can just post my recent activities here in this blog.Sooo excited.Technology indeed has its own advantages.huhu.Okey I leave u with photo of me n my bf during 2010 and 2012.Oh how I miss him but then again truthfully I love being in miri coz I get to spend time only with myself. Sometimes I wish I hv my close frens here but its ok.Im ok with or without them so far. Huhu. But then again after 1 year being here Im not sure if I suddenly cant stand anymore n decide to go bck kl instead.Hahahaha.We'll see.Ok thats all.toodles.

June Resolution

1) to make sure i've completed replacing puasa ganti
2) to play guitar more
3) to read BEM flyer
4) to finish slides on MCT, Cable Gland, Cable and Cable Tray
5) to start sewing (this one need to hold first haha but still i want 2 put in my resolution)

malaysia ni xde pape lah

Nowadays,we are exposed with racist isssues all over Malaysia.I dont know about u,but in my opinion i feel like what UTUSAN wrote yesterday was kinda truth.What the hell they want from us?Please do tell.Its because i also want to know.FYI,i hv no objection against these ppl,seriously i hv none.I used to work with them once,they treated me really nice.However,i found that they hv no value within themselves.What they do is work,they dont care about silaturrahim like Islam ask us to apply in our life.All they know is they want to generate abundance of money.They r willing to be nice to other ppl just because they want something.Sad.In short,i dont think melayu is racist against cha lap ya nun.Its just this is our country,IT IS OUR COUNTRY.Negara ini used to be Tanah Melayu.The saddest part is,The Malays(Bumiputera) dont want 2 support other Malays(Bumiputera).To support them is not a problem,but please let their race support them,plus Malay is the most modest race in Malaysia.Its just Malay cant see other Malay succeed.Ironic.Haih.Thus,i dont think there's any issue la about racism ni.Ini adalah issue dibangkit oleh both parties for their own sake.But please Malay,both parties are suck,but choose wisely.Choose for the sake of one reason which is we want to protect our hak.As a human,u cant be so tamak and want evertyhing.Right?I donno,i just think there's no racism issue.As far as i seen,i never seen Malay or Indian or Chinese wana punch each other everytime we met.NO!NADA!TIADA.So,no racism issue.FULLSTOP!I hope malaysia will be ruled by my race and be better Malaysia.n Most importantly help each other in so many ways!n we cannot think we can get it all!We are not perfect,our laws are not perfect.So choose for only one reason.n with the power we acquired,dont be mean and lets help all people from all races no matter what.

bored!

As i mentioned in my previous post,I hv no work in MMC.No specific task was given to me recently.Not that i mind,its just as someone who being paid to work,i need to buck up and do my responsibility as employee.At first i tot 'okey,got no work to do,lets just read'.Its not as easy as we say,eventually i fed up i end up stop reading.Its because reading needs lots of fokus and if u feel sleepy, reading doesnt do any justice to u.However,i keep reading coz i love to read and i hate browsing fb.I rather open blog or online shopping than open fb coz i dunno.I just wana restrain myself from doing that.FB filled with lots of fraud story.Boring! But then again i still open fb just to stalk. HAHA!

hmm.actually i forgot what i wana tell in this this post.I forgot.OMG,my brain barely works,im starting to forget things! NO! hehe. DRAMA much!. hehe. saje je.

Whatever la! thats it. toodles

Flaunt ur best features.

Perasan tak.Kadang2 ada orang tu kan,they only flaunt their best features.Not only they show it,they even brag about it.Tak suka org camtu.Macam nak tunjuk bagus,but only on parts where they r good at.Ironic.So be humble.Jangan nak poyo sgt.Coz not everyone can do what u can do,and u urself cannot do everything.There are certain parts where u unable to do too.Jangan perasan bagus.Chill chill je.

itu je. toodles!

New Phase

KAHWIN? Bes ke kahwin. hmm. Btw,im about to begin my first step to this phase. In my previous post,i did say that May is filled with one special event right. I think you all guess it already.U wana how i approached my family about this.I start k.

Mula-mula masa bulan January, Zaki did say he wanted to risik me.At first, it will be on October.Suddenly last 3 weeks, he said he has told her mom,n her mom agreed to risik me on May,I was so suprised i dont even know what to say.Zaki is a very cool guy.He is really good at savings.Thus,he has the money for risik already.That is why he wanted to risik me as soon as possible.I admit, i always force him to start something,but now i regret forcing him.haha.I should have waited like one year of working before i ask him to risik me.Arghhh!

Masa nak bgthu parents i was the hardest part.The weird thing was,at first my sister she supported me to get married early.But now it seems like she hates it so much the fact that my journey to get married can be deemed as easy peasy. Every time i brought out story about my wedding,she will condemn me automatically.I hate it.I think my dugaan to kahwin is not my parents,its my sister.She's my dugaan. Astaga Okey go back to telling my parents part,i told my father first about risik ni.My mom knew nothing about it.Then after few days,my sister went to KL n hinted to my mom about risik ni.She was so dissappointed just because i didnt tell her first about risik ni.Terpaksalah i kol my mom n told her about it,n of course she made sarcastic jokes on me.Duhh.But After awhile, my parents really okey with it and the one who's not okey with it now is my sister.Funney!

Ape-ape jelah akak aku ni.So now the date of the wedding.My plan is to have risik on May 2013,Tunang on May 2014 and kahwin May 2015.I told my dad about it but my dad rejected my plan.Arghh.He wanted my wedding to be held soon.GILA!Aku x bersedia untuk menjadi isteri.He wanted to have risik on May 2013,Tunang August 2013, and kahwin nex year.WTF!haha.Sumpah x bersedia langsung.Rasa mcm nak lari.HAHAHA.After awhile,i think its better for me to kahwin soon,but im still not ready.

So tgk macam mana.Maybe risik will be on May 2013,Tunang Dec 2013 and kahwin on Dec 2014.How about dat! zzz.Peningla fikir pasal kahwin,nak fikir mende lain.Toodles.