Kerana kakak tersyg

I always overthink bout my future till the point whr my bf didnt want to entertain me anymore. Sad. Haha. But whtevs. Its scares the hell out of me if my future doesnt end up well. I mean what if I dont get pregnant on times whn I shud be pregnant. What if I change my job but the salary isnt coherent w/ the way I live or w/ the stuff tht I need to constanly pay.what if I still stay in miri few years time.what if what if? ..There are just so many possibilities. If u want me to list down one by one, the post will be long.so as for now.i just want to send my resume n see what the rezeki brings me. Hehe. Just bear in ur mind that u are here bcz of ur sister.hehe

P/s:my miri colleague jus asked if I cud help her look for bunga telor. Sadly I cant help her since im not plannig to go to jln tar when I go back home. :(

making sure

make sure i find another job before i decide to have a baby. pls make sure that! n find job that is near to ur house. plus u r a girl.u dont need to travel, ur husband must do all the traveling stuff.

Best combo

Bila u ada

Jerawat + makin kurus + bf x layan = best combo ever. It hurts deep inside. But whatever. I think we both need time to focus on other thing as well. Especially me. I lack activities to do here in miri. I love the fact that I can do nothing here. But I really love texting my bf. Unfortunately he got bored with it. Coz its the same old story everyday. Tgkla. Die xkan text I nt. He cudnt even bother to reply my txt. Coz his life too hectic I guess. Nk pk die ade skandal. Pikir jgk. Tp I still trust he has no scandal. Sbb klo ade pon I nak buat ape. What shud I do. Kan?. So just continue the same life here in miri. Nanti dh pindah cubicle x blh dh nk emo. Ppl can smell ur sadness. So be happy! N call ur mom always!  

Resolusi membeli-belah

Things i wana buy on jan 2014 :

1) jeans koyak topshop - baju
2) High waisted jeans joni topshop -baju
3) Mom's jeans tophop - baju
4) Jeggings gelap topshop - baju
5) skirt midi bodycon topshop - baju crop ketat
6) bodycon midi dress topshop
7) Pointy Pump shoes, nk rendah2 punye je
8) Wedges! yg byk2 tali!

How bout dat biatch! haha

Tips how to buy shoes

Tips how to buy shoes :

1) dont buy expensive flats
2) Invest in comfy and quality pump wedges or open wedges
3)Dont buy heels that has more than 4" height
4) Do online shopping research
5) Buy one oxford shoes. haha! for the sake of having one.

Resolution yg harus dilupakan seketika

Kalau perasan, ramai gila orang gebang dengan resolusi masing2 right after they graduated. Ade yang nk keje oil n gas, or nak kerja di company yg besar2 sahaja.Yang kecik2 ni buat simpanan je. Dh kerja pulak nak kahwin, x payah kumpul duit, teros dh boleh kahwin. x aci. haha. But getting married is depending on the family, so if family nk awal, blh la awal. If not, kena la kumpul duit smpi duit cukup. Tidak cukup dengan itu, ade yang mahu membeli rumah. Part ni mcm wow, so fast meh u want to buy house. But those who posses salary in the range of rm4000 to rm5000, I think its relevant for u to buy house. Akan tetapi, rmi yg gaji byk camni, they also not sure where to reside. Its because usually those who posses high rank of salary work in oil n gas field. Normally, oil n gas field provide vacancy di hulu2, not in the middle of city. So xkan nk duduk hulu kan. tp whatever. Ade pula yg nak ade anak. Mcm2 la.So di sini nk jelas my resolution yg saya mahu sekarang, n resolution yg i want later.

Resolution skrg:

1) nak isi log book iem
2)buat resume baru
3)anta resume baru ke company in kl
4)nak pindah kl before kahwin
4)nak tunang
5)nak kahwin
6)nak practice make up
7) nak practice buat rambut
8) nak practice buat hantaran
9) look for things for hantaran
10) kenali bunga
11) nak kawin
12) nk jadi org yg byk tanya, n jd org yg selambe. how bout dat! haha
13) beli kereta
14) spend more time with frens
tu jelah setakat ni. byk sgt ni

Resolution later
1) beli rumah.
2) ade anak

July resolution

1 to update resume n send to companies in kl
2 to pergi terawikh at least 10 kali
3 to hv plans before commence daily work. Haha
4 to read lots. If possible I would like to finish the hunger games book and shopaholic book this month. *Fingers crossed. Boy, with internet everywhere, its hard for me to focus on other things. Damn!