New Phase

KAHWIN? Bes ke kahwin. hmm. Btw,im about to begin my first step to this phase. In my previous post,i did say that May is filled with one special event right. I think you all guess it already.U wana how i approached my family about this.I start k.

Mula-mula masa bulan January, Zaki did say he wanted to risik me.At first, it will be on October.Suddenly last 3 weeks, he said he has told her mom,n her mom agreed to risik me on May,I was so suprised i dont even know what to say.Zaki is a very cool guy.He is really good at savings.Thus,he has the money for risik already.That is why he wanted to risik me as soon as possible.I admit, i always force him to start something,but now i regret forcing him.haha.I should have waited like one year of working before i ask him to risik me.Arghhh!

Masa nak bgthu parents i was the hardest part.The weird thing was,at first my sister she supported me to get married early.But now it seems like she hates it so much the fact that my journey to get married can be deemed as easy peasy. Every time i brought out story about my wedding,she will condemn me automatically.I hate it.I think my dugaan to kahwin is not my parents,its my sister.She's my dugaan. Astaga Okey go back to telling my parents part,i told my father first about risik ni.My mom knew nothing about it.Then after few days,my sister went to KL n hinted to my mom about risik ni.She was so dissappointed just because i didnt tell her first about risik ni.Terpaksalah i kol my mom n told her about it,n of course she made sarcastic jokes on me.Duhh.But After awhile, my parents really okey with it and the one who's not okey with it now is my sister.Funney!

Ape-ape jelah akak aku ni.So now the date of the wedding.My plan is to have risik on May 2013,Tunang on May 2014 and kahwin May 2015.I told my dad about it but my dad rejected my plan.Arghh.He wanted my wedding to be held soon.GILA!Aku x bersedia untuk menjadi isteri.He wanted to have risik on May 2013,Tunang August 2013, and kahwin nex year.WTF!haha.Sumpah x bersedia langsung.Rasa mcm nak lari.HAHAHA.After awhile,i think its better for me to kahwin soon,but im still not ready.

So tgk macam mana.Maybe risik will be on May 2013,Tunang Dec 2013 and kahwin on Dec 2014.How about dat! zzz.Peningla fikir pasal kahwin,nak fikir mende lain.Toodles.