KERJA!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA people!

i was kinda moody during raya days at kampung.I dunno why,i guess i can blame on period pain.Agagaga.Actually,days before ive had my period,im not in a good mood.Blame on the growing up phase.Its because on 3rd September,ill start working at Digistar,located near to Ampang Point Shopping Mall.HAHAHA.bes tak.tmpt keje dekat gile dgn rumah.Lucky me to live in Ampang the developed city.hehe.

itu jelah. not in the mood to write.sbb xde gambar.i wana post lots of pictures.but i have no card reader.All card readers i own can function.Donno y.noob IT me.nama je engineer,tp noob IT.hahah!

rambut

i did tell right i am about to be interviewed this wednesday. I am a bit perplexed now on what kind of hairstyle i should do. hellp me. okey, i think i would like to do only ponytail hairstyle because it is easy, not wasting time and i spend my whole life perfecting only this kind of hairstyle. boo-hoo. But the again i was thinking bun hairstyle. however, in order to do 'bun', i must tie my hair really tight to get a perfect 'bun'.im afraid my hair could get damaged because of the tightness i tied. hmm. i think about later

p/s: aku malas nk tgk my cousin convo. lagi mahu lari lagi datang. x phmm :( haha

interview poyo!

Did i tell you im in the midst of hunting job. i did right. huhu. i wasn't vigorously looking for a job since the transcript was issued on 13th of July.Without the transcript, its hard for me to look for a job.I did apply one or two companies, but it wasn't that many. I still can count the applications using my fingers.

So, i did get one interview from this company called Tenaga Nasional Berhad (TNB). I know, lame right. However, i was quite excited to get the opportunity. The interview is not a personal kind of interview. It is called Group Discussion Interview. The sole purpose of this interview is to observe each personality of each candidates. They want to see whether we could communicate and be able to listen to other's opinion or not.They also want to see how our personality are. Is it quirky,charming,charismatic, or just plain altruism personality.

From 11000 people who applied for this interview, only 3000 were chosen to be in this so-called group discussion interview. The latter only 48 people will be chosen to attend or join the PEP training under TNB. BTW,i forgot to tell u, this is not interview for engineering position, it is only interview for engineering trainee. Well, its not trainee as in like an intern, it is trainee or preparation to be an engineer. If i was accepted in this program, i will be trained by TNB for about one year.

At first, i was not keen to work in this company, as i thought this company only provide electricity to Malaysian citizen. Boy, i was wrong. TNB not only involved in generating power, they also involved in switchgear business, consultancies and many more. I could not remember. hehe. Most importanly, TNB also has wide and tremendous network. Its just we were always overshadowed by TNB was functioning as electricity provider.

All in all, now for the preparation for interview, i only read information on TNB's website, reading newspaper especially on business column, and relearn on MUET speaking test. haha. whatever

k la malas nak tulis panjang. toodles.

The Boyfriend

if u have had the desire to tolerate with him. Then, he's the one for you. Well, its my opinion. what do u think?

this is him. heeee. this is him on 2010 raya i guess. i cant remember. it was before the braces. So 2010 it is. I could not understand why im becoming such a tolerable person when im with him. I guess that's a good thing. Not everyone is perfect right. We need to accept flaws from other people so that we can be happy. weee.

i tipu

hehe. hi semua orang.

r u guys alritee.no? yes? like i care. whatever it is i hope u guys in a pink of health.okey,stop with essay zaman form 5. heee. today's post i wud like to tell y'all that i lied bout finding job,doing resume as soon as i can.i was chilling,doing nothing, and emo 24 jam without knowing what it was all about.i did finish up my resume.but somehow, i didnt know y i wont continue doing the cover letter next.lazy much?yes indeed.arghh.n the fact that i hate seeing others getting interviews,jobs they wanted,i am still doing nothing to get a job.myraaa,nape mu maleh sgt nieee.mybe i feel a little bit hopeless,restless,less less less. haha.i dont know when im gonna start writing the cover letter.plss someone do my cover letter plss.i have no motivation and inspiration at all to start finding a job.uwaaa.

btw,did i tell u guys that my english suckk!suck like sucker.suck like babun.suck like i dont know why i even write in english for every post i posted.look!i just used post word several times.vocabulary suck much?!haha.whateber.i kononnye promised myself to do one essay per day just to improve my english and also to improve my vocab.haram jadah! tak buat langsung.nak nangis la cani.asal malas cam hanjeng nie! shoot la!i think the reason why i didnt write essay per day because i have no place to write.i dont hv study desk,so where the hell am goin to write an essay.where!of course i need to go downstair and do it in living room.uwaaa.n nak turun tersgtlah aku malas.whatever la! am gonna try okeh!tgk emo!like i said,emo,xphm kann.whateber next

sewinggggg!u know i went for sewing class for the purpose that i will someday make my own blouse kan.haram!x buat pon.all i did was altering the bundle clothes i bought.malas much!yes i know.still the problem here is NO MOTIVATION.come on,someone motivates me!

whateber,this perenggan will be a positive perenggan.i did my baju raya already.heee.im so happy.i made dress.n it will prolly cost around rm400.thank u mother for spending ur money on me. :) .sometimes,the thing that makes me continue helping my mother is her money.not that im materialistic.its just again,i need something to motivate me so that i could help my mother without feeling like im being forced to do it.reality much?! hehe

dh la,pjg sgt toodles.

final result

hehe. hey there. long time no see.

baru ada mood nak update lorr. lama kan x jumpa. yes i know. i didnt know what ive been doing. now i wana update bout my recent result i obtained. im quite disappointed with my result.rs mcm xnak share langsung dgn org lain. but it wasn't that horrible. its just that i want my result to at least bertambah baik. not that my result bertambah terok. its just static. mcm tu je. so kinda irritating. but then again, who should we blame if is not me.im the one who controlled the result. but God Maha Besar. He knows everything and whats best for me.Since this is my final result, that is why its kinda sad to not having bombastic result. i can say that my result is just a norm one. everyone can have that kind of result. u realized that i used result word frequently in this post. HAHA. i dont care. after all this is my blog.But then again i should be grateful.i cannot complaint.org lain nak lepas pon susah.ko dah abis byk cite lak.tumbuk kang!HAHA.

now i need to focus on finding job.I kinda want my dad to help me in this task.By applying online, i kinda doubt i could get an interview, kerja jangan cakaplah, interview pon x dpt.duhh.my father once asked me,'baby ni nak kerja apa sebenarnye?what u actually want?' then i replied 'baby nak communication,i wana work at company like VADS or Fibercomm or anything that is related to communication side.'.then my papa said 'then apply TM,TM provides work in communication area.Maybe paktam could help u in this'.Rasa mcm nak apply TM.But i havent started altering the resume yet.HAHA.i hate procastinastion n yet im doin it.HAHA.whatever.

So MAIRA.tolong buat resume tu.Your CGPA doest represent u as lazy, non-productive worker.CGPA is just CGPA.plus u did 2 things, and u need to juggle between 2 life which were rowing and studies.at least u have completed ur degree, u shud be proud of it.haha. ayat sedapkan hati.whatever it is, i feel better now.its not the end of the world right.its just the beginning of life.u can do it MAIRA.u just need to focus.Thats all.I know i can do it.Believe in urself :)

p/s:and i would like to focus on menjahit as well. need to improve my skill on sewing. :p

merepek kerepek

am i having pms or other ppl are having pms too. im confused. pls dont do this to me.am i that evil or my sarcasms really that bad.i mean, i wont being sarcastic to u if u once in a while have some confidence.i miss my bf.i wanna talk to him bout lots of stuff.i really do.n this post not for bf.its just some random post.

toodles